"And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him."
- Luke 15:20....What can i say, the story of my life...
I gotta tell You something, and i have this in my heart all time; may be today is the right day.
You're there when i wanted, even when i don't call u. You are precious, At times i feel i don't deserve You, But you are still there for me.
You are an angel in Satan's attire a devil in disguise.
You gave me birth,You grew me up, You showed me what love is,You excited me, You ignited a feeling in me that i have never felt before, and i thought i knew you very well, but you are still a mystery.
You are like chilled lemonade on a hot summer day
I heard the preacher said that Adam was sleeping when eve was formed, So its natural i cant understand You; Never mind God dint ask me to understand But just love You.
You are a whirlpool,i like dying in A joyful pain to live with.
I wonder You never get tired, active & bubbly 24x7 How You managed to give me early breakfasts & a very late dinners. Why were You awake all night for my exams? How do You understand me ? How good You love me ? How much You care for me,even if i don't.
You are for sure,God sent You are nothing,but a blessing to me
You are female,a part of me... Thy name is Woman
I love You.
Cheers, R
Dedicated to Amma, Karunya & many other Women who are a great part in shaping my life.
Peace be with you. Hope things are fine at your end.Yes, i am doing well. It may sound absurd but on the basis of "Better-late-than-never" I’d like to wish you all a very happy new year. Sorry i dint blog for quite sometime now. Well people i have to say that my life took a topsy turvy turn.
~ || CSS || ~
Sep 21'2007, the very first day I started my career with Cybernet slash support, as a support engineer. My perspective was mostly BPO jobs are nothing but getting fired by an american gun, but this one dint turn bad to me. Almost 20+ people were there on the training batch. Six months down the lane I was the only survivor, The Last Samurai.
Dec 20'2008,early morning around 2.20 a.m,that was the last time i told "Is there anything else that i can help you ?",the american on the other end, I still remember his name, it was Joel & he said "No man,i am fine, You have done a wonderfull job”, it sounded to me as if CSS told me that, and i closed the call,"allright then, thanks for calling Real networks, You have a wonderful day there”, when i knew that he is no more in the other end, i told to myself "You as well”. I dint quit the bpo job, coz i hated (means i love it), it’s a pursuit of finding a better job, and i am on it
~ || CHRISTMAS || ~
So happily jobless i started to nagercoil to spend the Christmas there with my relatives.t'was good;sumptuous food, new clothes, happy times with relatives(i just lied),cousin's engagement, so on & so forth, last Christmas was too good, the only thing that lacked was the Christ himself. People were too busy celebrating Christmas they almost forgot the reason. That’s what i say "Sick Reality".Anyways the New Year’s Eve was good, Came back to Chennai.
~ || CANADA || ~
Most of you must have known that i am was trying to pursue my masters in Canada. I got offers from George brown college(Wireless networking) and Niagara College(business administration).I got everything ready;admission,hostel & staying arrangements, bank loan almost everything that i needed to fly, but there was something that kicked my butt very badly was VISA.I applied for Jan'08 intake, I never got a reply,niether a Yes nor a No. Then i cancelled and re-applied for Sep'08 and still they are thinking about it.
It wasn’t easy for me to accept this,coz at one point of time i seriously desired to go there, yes i desired those maple leaves so badly.I think i shouldn’t have pasted my Photo on the application, they might have thought that this guy looks like a terrorist. Jokes apart, Canada was just another dream. Now my only hope is, Jesus and i know He is complete control of my life
~ || CCNA || ~
Now you know what I am gonna say. No job, Canadian dreams being crashed and back to Chennai, so fill the blank with a computer course. Well No, that’s not true. Software was never my cup of tea, I always had this fascination of computer networks,security,System Admin kind’ a jobs. So to start with i chose ccna.The entry level certification from Cisco.
So in another couple of months i should be in a position to Design, configure & maintain computer networks using Cisco routers. Many friends told me that i should not have left the job & scared me that after this financial recession, job openings are not promising, but i know for sure
“All things God works for the good of those who love him” - Romans 8:28
He is the one who promised & He is faithful in fulfilling that. Cisco here i come....
That’s all folks!!! I will post often, Speak back & let’s be in touch.
God Bless ;-)
Cheers,
R
Note:
I would like to thank anitha for letting me know 'Idiot it’s been long time you've blogged'.